*This writing was actually done late Saturday night ( 7-13-19), while sharing some special moments with God before bed. It was at that time that I began to ask God a question...and this writing became His answer to me. Let this God inspired writing, from His heart to ours, be a reminder that a true relationship with God, will not keep us in tune with the world...only Him!
Sometimes I ask myself...who am I and where do I belong? How is it Lord that I don't fit perfectly into the life that used to be? Could it be that things have changed? Could it be that You are all I need...and that just maybe, I don't belong in the place, where I once was?
Maybe I'm trying to fit this piece of the puzzle into a place where I no longer fit. Maybe you have redesigned my life into a piece that is only meant to fit into a special space...prepared just by You. All I know Lord; is that life is different...as though I'm in a different realm...one that has taken me far from the old worldly life, I once lived. In fact, I'm beginning to see that I truly don't belong to anyone but You Lord.
Lord, You have not only made me different; but more complete in You. My speech, thoughts and ways seem to be centered more around You...and just think; I have never even met You face to face. What an amazing love; that can draw a person into Your world Lord, while allowing them to experience life, in a way that would make them feel as if they had known You forever. This world Lord...of You and me; is never a lonely world...only a world that needs no other love, than Your perfect love.
I have now had my eyes opened and now I clearly see; that a true relationship with you is what draws us further into Your world and allows us to know first hand...a God we cannot see; for it's through the heart; that we find You...and once we truly come to know how real You are; that is when every part of our being is shifted in Your direction...where we relate with You, in a heavenly realm, which no longer makes us a part of this world. Amen!