*Let this God inspired writing, from His heart to yours; take you back to moments of hope...moments that can help to rekindle a light of hope once more, into other darkened moments of despair.
In the midst of these troubled moments, I cry out to God, with a desperate cry...for once I experienced His loving hand upon my life; but now it seems that we have become more distant from each other. My circumstance is telling me; that I am alone...and heading further down into despair. How is it Lord; that You were once there for me; but now You seem no where to be found, which is aiming me further down a hopeless path of despair.
I know one thing I need to do...and that is to get off this merry-go-round of thoughts; that only seem to take me in circles. Wake up, my soul and take your mind away from the thoughts; that only seem to take your heart deeper, into other moments of hopelessness. Stop...think back and focus on the moments that had at one time made you feel the same. Remember all the hopeless moments, when God touched your life and had lifted you out of the muck and mire of what appeared to be a sinking sand of destruction.
My soul...you are here...thriving and pressing on, even though it feels as if you are barely moving through life. Let me continue to think on God, rather than what is standing before me...for when my thoughts are away from the problem; then I can reflect even more on what God can do for me, as in times past.
I have truly come to see; that the more I focus on You Lord...the more I am reminded, as to how great you really are. In fact...the situation standing before me doesn't seem as great and powerful, as what it once was, when I first met it head on.
One thing I know Lord...is that there is no one as powerful as You...and when Your time is right; I will once more experience that awesome power...but until then...my eyes have been opened once more...to see how you are sustaining me through it all. Even as You have brought Your children through deep waters and discouraging moments...within a lost wilderness of despair; so You will do the same for me...for there is nothing too impossible, for the God of this universe!