*Let this God inspired writing...from His heart to yours, help you to connect with One, who can understand and connect with you...while feeling forsaken, during difficult moments of suffering.
How is it that I pray and nothing happens? Have my prayers become weak in faith, due to the size of what this circumstance appears to be...that's standing before me? Is it that I'm trying to tell God, as to how my needs should be met; that I find myself greatly disappointed, when they aren't answered, in the way that I feel they should be answered?
Here I sit in the midst of pain and a broken life...pleading for God to make me whole again; but yet there is no response. Does God love me anymore? Has He grown tired of me...to the place, where He has chosen to walk away, like others in my life?
Oh the pain that racks this tired body of mine...and oh how the rope I once clung to, has now become a thread that I can barely take hold of. Where are you God...have You forgotten me? I can't continue much longer down this path that seems so broken, with no end in sight.
Trust me, My child; for just because I haven't placed all the broken pieces of your life together; that doesn't mean that I have forsaken you. Remember, My child...even though the pain in your life remains...I'm still your Father...and I am holding you within the palm of my hand...where I will always have control of your life, just as My Father had control over mine.
There was a time in My life, when I too suffered greatly, for the sins of this world. The pain and agony I suffered through was beyond all words. The very same people that I was dying for, were the very same people, who had loved Me one moment...only to reject Me the next. In fact...there were some who even spit upon Me.
After being beaten to practically nothing; I was then taken to a cross, where spikes were driven into my hands and feet. As this death became even more agonizing...I cried out to My Father and said... "My God, My God, why hast thou forsaken Me?"...and here I was God's only Son.
I understand your pain, My child...and I understand your brokenness, for I have suffered too; but it was all in accordance to My Father's will...just as it is for you...and once the purpose behind your pain and heartache has been served; then My Father will remove you from these painful moments, just as He did for Me.
Remember, My child; that these moments of affliction serves a greater purpose...one that will always be controlled by the hand of almighty God, My Father...so hold on My child...for better days are coming...days that will allow you to rise above this despair; that you may now live out the true purpose, for which this suffering was first allowed...Amen!!