July 30, 2019 | God makes a way...

This is a page that came from my journal...while dealing with sexual abuse...
"The tears that fall from these eyes are tears that have been held in that 6 year old...and now they are being shed from the little one within. 
One thing I'm desiring right now; is to look at the pictures, of when I was at the age when I was abused...to look into the eyes and see the difference through the pain in that little girls eyes. That way, I will know where to start again, from where I once left off...so many years ago. 
I can already feel the understanding and wisdom come into this small mind of mine. As soon as I can see and look into those abused and hurtful eyes; then the healing process will begin, as I gradually leave the child behind, to become the woman I should be."
Many years back...God opened the door, for me to enter the small house, where the abuse took place...and He did take me back to the time, when I stopped maturing, due to the abuse...and it was from there; that He helped me walk to where I should be in life, as a grown woman.
One thing I know...God can make a way, when we don't know which way to go; so no matter what you have gone through...or are facing; just know that He will help you find your way, until He has safely walked you out of despair...praise Him!!
​More to come later...

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